imagine.

And thus I clothe my naked villainy
With old odd ends stolen from a holy writ
And seem a saint when I play most the devil.

SEEMS like my craze over V still hasn't resided. Well he said this to the corrupted bishop just before he killed the latter. It's taken from a play by shakespeare, though I dont know the name...

Anyway... i was reading du zhe to prepare for the stupid test tomorrow, but really! it's quite inspiring HMM. And it contains lots of stories that will teach you a lot of things. And i mean it! (DANNGG i feel so mugger again T.T) But really laaa it's quite meaningful, so I shall try to read a bit more.. okay i know, i shall give you some examples:

知人知面不知心
well this basically means that you know the person by name, you know the person by his/her face, but you can never understand his/her heart. Come to think of it... It's pretty much true. That's probably the reason why i seem to know so many people but in actual fact, i dont really know most of you guys... i think! To be frank, I dont have any close friends except for... mr C i guess! :P and yea my polo mates, cos we try to do team bonding haha. I'm quite glad about this fact you know! then i wont have so many friends who know me that well :D and have primary school tantrums of dumping best friends and whatnot. that's damn gayyy la omg. it still happens though, the people arnd me, but :D not to me.

of course, friends are always friends! hahahaaa. why am i suddenly talking about friends... dunno also la. but anyway, it's really true, that phrase there! Know of the johari window? Go google it! and you will know what i mean. And i really love this:
"There are no strangers. There are only friends whom you have not met yet!"

AND. i wanna say something. To all the cynical guys and people who are ambitious and PRETEND to be really hardworking and excelling in studies or ~~lying your way through to becoming a prefect~~ so that you can get a scholarship to your bright future: look. if you really think of life this way, then you haven't lived. Life is more to than just making sure you earn big bucks next time my friends! I must say, I used to have this mentality in the past too. But many many things, too many incidents to be counted, completely changed my view. I am serious! I dont want to end up seeing a minister who gives the reason (well, probably in his heart, because they will never reveal what they truly want. 知人知面不知心), "I want to have a good position in the government so that I can earn lots of money and live in luxury without worry." when he is asked why he wants to become a minister. Dont you feel a worm of guilt tingling in your stomach when people look up to you so much because of your abilities, and yet on the inside you have only one selfish and petty personal goal? Are you gonna live your life like that? I dont know about you, but I can't do that.

I know. It's hard and cruel, but this is true, there are many people out there who think this way nowadays and the thing is, I know a lot of such people. It's just that I cannot bring myself to tell them that I hate their attitude. And thus! it's good to be simple-minded ^^ liKe. haha you will never get what i mean! maybe mr C will XD seeya :D

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