imagine.

just asked around to review myself, well as a person and as a prefect... never done this before, and i am sure this is very very enlightening. You know, there are always two sides to a story, I never thought this way about myself... until someone told me. and i thank you! i thank you chris. let me put it down here, just to remind myself:

firstly and most importantly, I do not think too hard about things. And it's not very beneficial at times, well most times. Or at least when it comes to thinking of good ideas. Like for instance, everyone's effort of cutting the gears during prefects' invest all went to waste; because i did not think carefully about the practicality of such an idea. Resulted in paul and jiahao taking over... and the ORA stall; was that board game really necessary? or would have it been better if we just have sold the ice pops like that?

secondly, when I do think hard about things (or at least try to do so), I become too idealistic and i cannot differentiate between what are lofty and what are good ideas. Again, practicality is important.

thirdly, I have not earned the trust of my peers. Perhaps.. i have been joking around too much have I? But again, like jiahao said, you can be fun but have your peers respect you well at the same time. i dont deny it, jiahao's like that himself haha. well... then that's my fault! I cant draw the line between jokes and work i guess.

fourthly, why dont i earn that respect? It's again, about trust. I expect people to come down and help me when i dont help them? and complain all about it in one lengthy email? furthermore, if you say something, you better do it. and you've got to do it well. i'm sorry my friends. i really am.

there are many many more flaws i have, i am sure of it, just that I'll try my best to work on these 4 for now... well i really am not ashamed of these flaws, just that I am ashamed of what they have done. I've just got to work hard at improving them. and hopefully i can do it in time.

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