imagine.

You know those kinda feelings just right before exams? The feeling you get when you know you may or may not die for your paper, but something inside you just keeps screaming: i dont care; just give me the damn paper and i'll finish it. After that, i'm gonna have a good time playing the rest of the year away.

Know it? Yea i'm feeling that way now! Today's the last day of DMP and the feeling just sucks man.. It means, technically, our September holidays have just ended here. graaaaaa. But on the other hand, once we get over with these 2 weeks, the rest of the year is gonna be really fun! :D All the training (YES training. i'm growing fat >< ), all the Orientation planning for next year and all the PLAYING woots.

Again, it means that my third year in RI will be fading away soon. I was talking to Yan Sheng and Yan Liang the other day (wow i just realised both their names start with 'yan' xD). Was asking them whether they really felt like growing to RJC, apart from the part that yan liang gets to see all his girlfriends. They said, 'well if you already did enough and feel that there is nothing left to do, then you wouldn't feel that you want to stay because you know that 'this is it. that was the experience'. For me.. it's pretty much that way.'　Hopefully by the end of my 4 years, I'd have done the things I intended to do... I'm gonna start with orientation next year. It really does seem like it was yesterday when winston and lawrence were still bringing me around j8 haha; and when nikki taught me how to tie the rope for the polo goalposts.

This MAY be my last post until the end of EOYs, so... syonara!

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