imagine.

I finally have some time to post. Sigh. It's been quite a while. The past week has been really hectic, although it's supposed to be one of the slackest week. I guess, things really aren't the same for secondary 4s. The SS Documentary is now done ^^ but too bad i can't post it online since I told Mr Tan that it wouldn't be on youtube :/

The past is past, what's next? APCG shirts are done too and will be delivered to RI tomorrow.. Sunday's the final rehearsal and meeting before next week, the big day(s)! Apparently a close friend of mine is very excited about sunday cos he's gonna see another special someone again hahaha :P wonder who. hmmm. After APCG it will be pretty much a mad rush for time again, with all the tests and exams crashing down on my life again, on top of all the other assignments and stuff.

You know, I feel like I've been on a roller coaster for this week? I felt like really high and happy for a while, quite a while, then i zoom all the way down again to feel like the sky is falling on me; and within the blink of an eye, I feel like I'm on top of the world again. Things have been happening so quickly.. and everyone is just so stressed about everything. I mean, I didn't even realise it was MUFTI day today, until yesterday. I used to put it down on my calendar for the past years. Oh wells. But I guess, life's like that, and I'll just have to face it :/

And of course, a command from sanzo:
1. What's the most scandalous thing you've done?
Back in sec 2 hahaha. I think some guys would know, but I'm not about to blow it
up again. It took quite some time for it to die down :P

2. Who is the person you trust the most?
I trust many people, but unfortunately, some people just happen to like
playing around with me :/ so yea I only trust myself, unfortunately. And about 2 or 3 others ;)

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Lots of it haha :D

4. Who is the person that you confide in?
currently, I would say... the person who tricked me into thinking that i was talking to a sec 4 a very long time ago :D

5. Are you satisfied with yourself?
I am who I am, and I'm happy with myself, thank you ^^

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
i don't know how to answer this question, k.

7. Do you believe in love at first sight?
what do you expect me to say? i'm a believerrrrrr? no trace of doubt in my mind? hahahaa :P

8. Have you broken someone's heart that she tried to commit suicide?
No. Don't ask a stupid question, mr quiz >< 9. What do you like about yourself?
The fact that I can force my emotions down in to a small little bottle hidden in my heart, though it's not exactly that healthy >< 10. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
that's simple... gentle, happy, willing to listen, someone who can pull me away from my darkest emotions, whether she does it consciously or subconsciously. ;)

11. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yea of course! But I just don't like to feel like i'm being used.

12. Do you treasure your family?
I treasure my family more than anyone else.

13. What do you dislike the most?
One, people who try too hard to be cool. Two, people who don't understand the meaning of empathy. Three, people who try to act like they know something when they actually don't.

14. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My brothers. Is that considered cheating? Two of them?

15. What do you regret most in life?
My life hasn't been that long you know, 16 years. But I guess, for now,
not playing hard and rough enough against HCI during this year's season.

16. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
a cheerful one who will always be willing to listen to them rant ^^

17. Do you love your friends?
Yes I do, but um.. some a little more than the others ;)

18. Which date do you like the most?
of course, my birthday hahaha. 06061992
and for this year, the date i liked and enjoyed most, so far, 18062008 :D

19. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i will want to dream that i have more dreams that can come true! and among those dreams:
1) to become a paediatrician
2) to live in australia (3) and to be with ___ forever and ever ;)

20. If you could travel in time and return to a phase of your life, which phase would it be and why?
secondary 1! I want to relive RI life all over again, and more importantly, I want to drop physics
once i get to sec 2.

21. If there's one thing you'd do now, what would it be?
if possible, talk to someone :)

22. People I shall tag do this quiz
dude, i'm gonna spare my friends from your quiz okay :D it ends here! and those people who i've thought of have already done it anyway.

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