imagine.

Prometheum Day just passed today, and the leadership is now officially in the hands of our juniors, though I'll still have to handle some of the work in the next few weeks and slowly guide them along before I finally give the little push to let them go. The time has come for me to be in Yan Sheng's place haha, to have a nice meal somewhere with my successor and pass him whatever knowledge I need him to know.

Not that I'm feeling emo or anything, but I can see the end of this road in the distance. Sometimes I even wonder why the emcee congratulated Ryan and Kirk on becoming the Head and Deputy Head prefects. Please, they are such tough jobs, they probably can be featured on Discovery's Dirty Jobs or sth -.- I don't think it's going to be easy for them at all, considering how messed up the school is now. See, things aren't as pretty as they seem. The conduct of the Sec 2s are pretty screwed, and the Sec 3s are slightly better, but still bad. I'm not too sure about the Sec 1s, because I'd have a biased view. I mean, everytime a Sec 1 sees me he immediately becomes damn guai. I wouldn't even know how crazy they are.

But then again, this doesn't concern me much anymore, does it? Well okay I will still have to give Chander advice in the future, but that's about all for me. RJC's ahead! ^^ Again, I have mixed feelings about this. I look forward to RJC because I'd only study the subjects that I truly have an interest in, and totally devote my study time to them, instead of having to deal with other subjects which I do just for the sake of getting past the exams. Plus, the circle line will be up next year, and my house will just be a short 10 minutes away from RJC! How cool is that.

On the other hand, there are many other negative things. Like, I'll be quite busy with both polo and council, if I do succeed in getting in. That might take a toll on my studies, so I'll have to watch my time very carefully. Then... I don't know whether I will drift from my friends, or if some people will change totally. It's quite scary. And uhh... I will have to work really really hard to achieve something else, and I might just collapse in the process or sth. I'll hang on though :D as much as I can.

There are sooo many things. Sigh. And okay, back to reality, EOYs is in like 3 days. Wow! So fast right. Well, I think my progress has been steady. And steady's the only word I can use, because I haven't completed everything. Here's the way I study, and I don't know whether it's correct. I basically scan through all my notes, and when I say scan I really mean like just look through. In the process, I clarify anything that I don't understand on the spot and get stuff sorted out. But nothing really goes into my brain.

Then just a few days before my tests, I would pick up the same pieces of notes and do an in depth revision to make sure I can remember everything. I do this because it is simply quite impossible, for me at least, to store like information for bio, chem, physics, math, SS, history all at once in my head. It's crazy!

So yeah I kinda have a bit of everything in my head, and just before that exam I top it all up with the other info I need. Like the memorised stuff. But I don't know whether this will work for the exam you know. graa.

okay, I should be doing the in depth thing for SS and english now.. then I'll do it again the night before. Oh wells. byebye ^^

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