imagine.

the only word i can think of now to describe what I'm in now is: shit.

Shit. ARGHH. It's not a... angry 'shit'. It's a shit-oh-my-god-what-do-i-do-now-i'm-so-bloody-lost-now kind of 'shit'. If you get what I mean. Because apparently the school only accepts requests for Sports Activities if they are forming a CCA. Student Interest Groups, or SIGs, are are non-sports, if you have observed closely enough (i didn't. crap. T.T) This is because sports activities have safety issues, which thus require teachers to overlook. It's quite logical and reasonable, but argh i totally missed it.

So SHIT. you know what that means now? It means a whole new different situation for me now. If this skate club is ever going to work out, it means it will have to be a CCA. I can fight for a recreational CCA kind of thing and I'm willing to commit, but the problem is, are the others willing to? So now i am going to call everyone up.

and it also means that it will be much much more complicated now, since it's going to be a cca, not an SIG, if it works out. CCA means 80% attendance for the whole year, a minimum of 20 members. Oh my god laaaa. I totally didn't expect all these things to pop up in my face NOW. I was expecting maybe when we have more ppl and are more stable. Sheesh. okay i have to go call everyone now.

7:53 PM